Holy shit......

The results are in,



It's official,



I'm finally PREGNANT!!!!!

First off, I want to thank all my online friends and friends in real life and those that are both for the support, prayers, kind words, friendship and just putting up with me for the past 3 and a half years. I know we are not out of the woods yet and this is still quite a journey but I would not have gotten to where I am today without you ladies. I think you all know who you are, basically if you are reading my blog, you are probably included. Thank you so much. I am so lucky to have such wonderful people in my life. I wish happiness and success to you all in whatever you do in life.

Ok, now for the deets. LOL I am in shock, I cannot believe it. My HCG was 146. I don't know the progesterone level because the message got screwy like their phone was crapping out or something when she was saying that part. By the time we got home and got the message it was probably time for them to leave for the day and I needed to call for more progesterone in oil and needles. I didn't tell them this morning that I needed that because I didn't want to jinx anything and I was not expecting that at all. And when I called bitch-face nurse practicioner answered the phone and was kind of rushing me so I just asked for what I needed since that was more important. I will call tomorrow for that or just wait until Monday but I am on so much progesterone, I am sure it is fine. So I am trying not to be too excited yet, although I do have perma-grin since I found out, but hopefully I will get good results then and I can be more excited at that point. I am a dork, I even went out and bought hpts so that when I am doubting this and need reassurance, I can poas and see the positive result. Wow, I just can't believe this. It feels like a dream.