it's a freakin' miracle/ fun begins

This post has two titles because there are going to be 2 subjects. I hope this works, I am attempting to email this to my blog rather than just enter it normally. I guess I will try it and see.

 

Part one- It's a freakin miracle................

I ate like a pig this weekend, did not exercise due to the surgery (and because I was lazy!!) and still lost weight. The only way I think this may have happened is that the ton of water I drank compensated for it. I guess I shouldn't complain and should just watch what I eat and stay on track going forward, especially in the next few weeks. Anyway, I just wanted to share that because I was totally shocked. I am now at a 54.8 lb loss. I do feel really happy about that. The only thing that makes me sad is that there were only a few of us at WW today so she was going over our goal weights with us. I knew this in my head but I guess maybe I thought she would say something otherwise but she didn't. I would be happy and comfortable if I lose another 28 lbs but according to the BMI health and weight chart, I need to lose another 46 lbs to be considered normal and at goal. I know what you are thinking and that I don't look it but I really weigh alot for how I look, I am very solid. I needed to lose 100lbs and that really depresses me. I hope that I can put the next 46lbs on hold for 9 months but if not, I am really scared, I don't know if I can do it or will have to motivation to do it. I really hope that I will.  

 

Part two- Fun begins.................

I had my bloodwork and sonogram this morning. I got the go ahead to begin my shots tonight. I will be doing 150 whatever of Follistim and 1 powder (which is 75 whatever) of Menopuer. This is exciting but at the same time I feel very anxious and nervous about it. I guess after tonight when we get the first time for this round overwith, it will be better tomorrow. It has just been a long time since we have done this. I go back on Friday for more bloodwork and a sono. The weird thing this morning was that I have only been off the birth control pills since Saturday and I had about 8 follicles less than 10. I thought that was strange. I didn't recall ever having that many even small ones when not on the meds. Oh well, as long as it turns out ok when it is important, I guess that is all that matters.

 

Ok, I guess I should get back to work now. Tata for now.